thoughts-sacrifices.

when sacrifices that you made, that helped you not to harm anyone in anyway;
that's good.

you might be focusing on just someone, at times, without you knowing;
others are influenced out of your foolishness as well.

why foolishness would i say?
because you're doing this out of your egoistic soul.

it's not totally bad, because, this foolishness will bring no harm for people;
because you wanted the other party to feel comfortable.

now, i'm happy because of the decisions that i've made.

when i see it's illuminated, hoping for it;
it gave me heartbreak because that wasn't what i'm expecting.

well, i should have expected that will happen;
was happy, too.

it's like fire and gasoline.
where one have to sacrifice for another one's good.
i'm that gasoline.

sacrifices made, and i'm glad about it.