thoughts-forgive.

to forgive, you need to know why you need to forgive.
you need to know what will happen if you forgive.

we did our mistakes in our past as well.

may i suggest that, stop holding our grudges on others?
just move on.

holding grudges will bring you nowhere, it will lead you to destruction of your soul instead.

to forgive, you must also accept whatever is going to happen later.
these are unexpected consequences;
it can be good, it can be bad.

it will most likely end up good because you will always feel lighter without an extra grudge on someone.

so, may i suggest you, to forgive on something small? or forgivable? do not let one small factor of anger, jealousy, dishonesty, ego, pride, whatsoever.

thoughts-sacrifices.

when sacrifices that you made, that helped you not to harm anyone in anyway;
that's good.

you might be focusing on just someone, at times, without you knowing;
others are influenced out of your foolishness as well.

why foolishness would i say?
because you're doing this out of your egoistic soul.

it's not totally bad, because, this foolishness will bring no harm for people;
because you wanted the other party to feel comfortable.

now, i'm happy because of the decisions that i've made.

when i see it's illuminated, hoping for it;
it gave me heartbreak because that wasn't what i'm expecting.

well, i should have expected that will happen;
was happy, too.

it's like fire and gasoline.
where one have to sacrifice for another one's good.
i'm that gasoline.

sacrifices made, and i'm glad about it.

thoughts-does it really matter?

when you say, it's okay, do you actually mean it?
i sense sarcasm, yet it's not shown in anyway at all. it's just me .

when you say, i'm alright, do you actually mean it?
i sense insecurities in you, yet you're secure under my provision.

when you say, i don't mind, do you actually mean it?
you're from venus, how could you possibly don't mind?

when you say, you're going to be the best, do you actually mean it?
though i'm not strongly related to you, but when you say that you're giving me
hope that others can't get. yet, i can't feel a thing. it's vague.

when you say, i'm not the one, i think you really mean it.
you might be eating the humble pie. you might be misleading yourself.

when you say, you're feeling down, i think you really mean it.
you're just the same like me.

when you say, we still can make things right, do you actually mean it?

thus, i've asked myself
with all these in mind, is it possible?

all the things i've been through, does it really matter?

numerous cups of coke.

Joseph asked me to go to McDonalds with him.

we've reached McDonalds!

*flashback*

we left sri muda around 9.45. i received message from Isaac Chee saying that there's bible class today at 8.30. was unable to attend because have to babysit my youngest bro while my siblings is out with my mom and dad not back from work.

they came back when Joseph arrived, and i've requested him to go to Giant(the Kemuning Utama branch, which is near to my residential area) because i wanna apply for a job there at a computer shop.

soon as we reached there, i rushed(not, technically) to the computer shop. Thank God it's vacancy is still available. They gave me a form as i requested for a position in that shop. He(someone sat by the cash register, no, not the boss) gave me a form. Filled in my particulars, and there's questions(yes, computing related ones) which is(remarkably) easy, that's for me it is =p.

when i was filling up my application form, we saw Syafiq, he too, applied for job, but he applied job from another industry, the food industry. Secret recipe.

we had our little chit chats as well.

then we(Joseph and i)headed to McDonalds, enjoyed our meal, and i'm here to give an update.

cheers =)
aaronK is brushing up marketing skills, trying to persuade people to buy products.

first watch for this year?

i still remember i've my watch with me when i was form 4.
and it was the 30 ringit casio, plain, black ones not the baby-g or g-shock or whatever.

today when i hang out with my friends i've heard about making the new Apple iPod(6th Generation)
as a watch.

an expensive one, eh?
well, it might not be as shiny as a Rolex, might not be as stylish as an odm
but it's definitely has more function(s) compared to those two.

wait, an iPod is still and iPod, how am i going to make it into a watch?
with this Griffin Slap



well, this might be the watch i want to buy for this year.

to buy, or not to buy? =/
aaronK still considering in buying this expensive watch.

seriously, 91?

went out just now with Alex and Si Yuan.
Reason being:
something to talk to si yuan and,
alex wanna play Initial D.

upon reaching Sunway Pyramid's arcade(the one and only), we saw this dude, i mean these dudes
both level 70 and 27 in that game(initial d). the higher level they are means that they've used more and more and more money into that game.

then, alex(level 19, tsk)played a few rounds as well.

then, alex's hungry. so we headed to Kim Gary(some Hong Kong style restaurant).
the two cups of coffee i've ordered is on alex, nice.

after his meal we head straight to the arcade, again.
then, we saw this dude, level 91.
seriously? 91?
before this i saw(on times square) there's level 99. so in my mind(at first)i thought it was some administrator privilege to the machine that enable them to get till that high level.

and today, i was wrong. the way he(that level 91 dude)played, was brutal.
very brutal, and it's indescribable.

but, he was fast, skilful, but the way he played, will shorten the life span of the machine.
meh.

rageguy >:O
aaronK still don't get the gameplay of initial d 6.

friday 13th, teh o ais. what makes?

it was the friday night, 13th of the month.
i'm not a superstitious guy, i don't believe that my day will be bad or what sort.
nonetheless, i had asam laksa that evening as dinner(yum yum!)
and ini orang Joseph Peter Kishen asked for a date. well not a date, hang out to be exact.
Alongside with Mervyn Lourdes we went to Subang ss15's FTZ.net to go for a few rounds of DotA.
not bad la, 3 ringgit for a few 'decent' games.
okay puns aside.
after that we're at the burger shop(the one where you see there's a lotta people surrounding the van)
Mervyn said, 'eh let's go kaimah la'(which is some other stall which you have tables and chairs, unlike the burger van)
and bla bla we're there with Joseph also.
and i've told Joseph that i'm gonna buy him a teh o ais(ice cold tea without milk) because at that time, i still think that i've 10 ringgit with me. That is why i'm so confident in buying him a drink.

he(Joseph) ordered kue tiao goreng double. maggi goreng double for me. mervyn nothing. so we ate and chit chat and had our fun.

okay it's time to go. *checks wallet* crap, 5 bucks gone. i think i lost count or something. that's what i've uttered that time, but, i've enough money to cover myself up but not for Joseph. he said he had lost his money also. causing him insufficiency of funds to pay for his food. And, his drink.
Me and Joseph think of ways to solve this problem while Mervyn kept on trolling us. In the end all of a sudden, 5 ringgit from him.

and yes, we almost scared the shit outta ourselves especially Joseph and i cause we were scared of getting whacked by the workers there

till then, adios. =/
aaronK is still thinking of ways to solve the problem if that 5 ringgit was not there.

angry birds for PC for free!

YES it's for free now, not the pirate way of doing it but instead
you're going to play it online, via Google Chrome. now i'm going to write a tutorial on how to make it happen.

What would you need?
1- Internet connection
2- Google Chrome
--EDIT--
Just found out that Firefox 4 works as well. =/

Go to the wrench bar icon on your browser(below the X button)
then choose about google chrome.
If it's the latest version then it'll show it's the latest if not it'll prompt you for an update.

Then, pick your poison:
High Definition(HD)
-or-
Standard Definition(SD)

Enjoy =)
aaronK is a pirate.

M.I.A. much?

remember my last post about my friends and i had breakfast at McDonalds?
not to mention that 2 sick dude friends of mine, ah nevermind.

after that post nothing much about me till this post? reason being:
1- I had my finals which is at april, so basically that whole month of april i was not connected
to the outside world via internet. Yes, even facebook.
2- After my finals, i was busy with this online game called AikaSEA which is the South East Asean server of Aika that's of Hanbitsoft from Korea. Yes, i was too hooked until i almost, ALMOST, forget about this blog
3- nothing much for me to write on, (unless it's about Aika that is =/)

kthxbai >:)
aaronK is currently busy levelling up in this crap game called AikaSEA. period, jelly?(jelly means jealous)