of reconciliation and being respectful

hi blog. it's been a while since i've last updated you.
-reconciliation-


like a plant, a fruit bearing plant.
not knowing how difficult it is for the time spent
of raising up that plant; from it's virgin seed.
then came other people's nourishment.
not bearing fruit for the one who had planted the seed.
-being respectful-

deep?
it should be.
only the ones who have thoughts like this would
understand.
how bad i feel for being that plant.

why am i like this?
i've been asking myself since thee
hath the blossom of my life
hatheart at my act of cyssan

i wanna fall off the stage; away from the spotlight
she held me up.
yet i'm like this,
save me.

a rush of blood to the head.

and now the aftermath.

i was stupid.

sorry.

:(

but hey

this could

mean something;

that i don't deserve you?

look on the bright

side, that you

don't have

to deal

with

me.

i shouldn't have said that you're getting attention. slap me real hard till it bleeds please.

aaronK is feeling utterly stupid with his utterances. 

thoughts-past.

What about it?
It can break you down; can build you up.
It all depends on how you deal with it.
Yes, it might suck. But hey, that's what happened.
ED. past tense, nuff said.
Don't let the past shape the you in this point of time.
It's pointless.
Like a land which was once fruitful because of the good soil,
then after all the good soil was used up it's just a wasted land.

We could build amusement parks on it though.

Sometimes, without you even knowing you're the people's present
people might need you. Yet, you're haunted by your past and
not doing anything.

JUST. STOP. CLINGING. ON. WHAT. HAPPENED. AND. LOOK. FORWARD.

utterance.

Things you say can build better relationships for you. It can also harm it.
Why do I even say that to her?
I really wished that i know why.
Maybe i've started to like her?
That moment i'm amid of jealousy when she tell me that
the one that she like isn't online.
That moment of ultimate selfishness.

GET IT OUT OF ME!

still, hope that we could just be more then friends
maybe? not?
let's walk together towards the future and see how things
have installed for YOU and ME.

regards,
aaronK wanna stop thinking of anything. :|

felt like a man.

Finally i did the right thing. That is why i am feeling like a man now. Hopefully things would turn out right. :)

thoughts-race.

it's like a race now.
a race with varying path and two goals up ahead.

but as for now, one of the goals is closed.
and at the same time, i don't feel like running anymore
just because it's tiring.

then now my path changed, another goal appeared.

as much as i want a goal to appear; i'm giving up.

running without goals might sound like a bad thing,
actually it's not.

so keep calm and keep on running.
peace out.


aaronK is confused.

what's in my mind now.

whatever you do

i'll be two steps behind you

wherever you go

and i'll be there to remind you


that it only takes a minute of your precious time

to turn around

 

 

i'll be two steps behind

:)

feeling out of the picture.

Felt this for almost 2 years now.
It's getting strong now.
Maybe I'm too sensitive.
But that might not be the case.
My senses are working. My logic's valid.
My thoughts are sane.
Now, only one way to flee from this;
escape.
And go for the better.
To a place where they'll appreciate more.
Instead of hanging out with the popular ones,
or the overrated ones.
Now you may not see.
But someday, I'll be successful and step on the people
below me.
As pledged.

aaronK is not feeling good about what happened.

Steam's Promo.

hey you people!
if you're an avid gamer like me, this is THE THING for you!

sick of pirated games? sick of no online multiplayer support?
then read on!

Steam (an online portal where you can buy your games; a software)
is currently having it's holiday sales.

This time, the range of titles is way more than the previous sales(well, it's holiday sales)
from L.A. Noire to Brink; from DiRT 2 to S.T.A.L.K.E.R.

There are 3 categories in their promo.

The Daily Deals section:
For every 24 hours(till 1st January 2012)
there will be a special deal of various games(INDIE GAMES FTW!)

The Publisher Catalogs section:
Publishers(like Valve, Ubisoft, Bethesda, EA) will have discounts on their major titles
Each title sold separately

Pack Deals section:

Same goes like the Publisher Catalogs' section

But titles won't be sold separately, they'll be sold in bundle of one.
E.G. Valve will sell a bundle of Portal, Portal 2, Counter Strike:Source, whole of the Half-Life saga and more

Eye candy for me:
50% off for Portal 2(15USD now-after discount)
25% off for L.A. Noire(37.50USD now-after discount)

Also, DO take note that there are some unsupported titles here in Malaysia
don't ask me why cause I don't know, wanting to know why as well.
I've wanted DiRT 3. Too bad. Have to pirate that lo.


Till then, enjoy shopping! :D
aaronK still breaking it's piggy bank for Portal 2. Co-op, anyone?

resolution.

Everyone has their list(s) of things to do for the year ahead.
Me too.

As for this year(2011)'s resolution it's not fulfilled. Due to circumstances(and excuses).
And hopefully it's gonna happen next year(2012)

Having the wildest resolution?
Go for it. And do the victory dance if you made it.

But all eyes must be set on Him. Make Him your first resolution. And prioritize others starting from
second and so on.

Here's few of my resolution:

-If can, get as awesome as Barney Stinson(except the flirty part. I HATE guys who flirt)
 

-Master the essential mechanics as a card shark. (I will never get bored watching this)

   
 
-Study well.



-And all those zone zone stuffs that you see on www.9gag.com(yeap, the ones from Fiona)
 

  I wanna try make that NOT to happen. Most probably won't since I'm not socially inclined
  among girls or what sort.

(Not only the person I like la, just, any girls.)

 


-Break the ice with most of the girl I meet so that I look straight. (NOT FLIRT, just breaking the ice)
 

Well, the list kinda goes on and on and on la.
So, what's your resolution?

So make sure I won't see you tweet:
#thatawkwardmoment when you tell people you're gonna fulfill your resolutions and no amends made.

Regards =)
aaronK is still arranging resolutions. And finding em'