thoughts-past.

What about it?
It can break you down; can build you up.
It all depends on how you deal with it.
Yes, it might suck. But hey, that's what happened.
ED. past tense, nuff said.
Don't let the past shape the you in this point of time.
It's pointless.
Like a land which was once fruitful because of the good soil,
then after all the good soil was used up it's just a wasted land.

We could build amusement parks on it though.

Sometimes, without you even knowing you're the people's present
people might need you. Yet, you're haunted by your past and
not doing anything.

JUST. STOP. CLINGING. ON. WHAT. HAPPENED. AND. LOOK. FORWARD.

utterance.

Things you say can build better relationships for you. It can also harm it.
Why do I even say that to her?
I really wished that i know why.
Maybe i've started to like her?
That moment i'm amid of jealousy when she tell me that
the one that she like isn't online.
That moment of ultimate selfishness.

GET IT OUT OF ME!

still, hope that we could just be more then friends
maybe? not?
let's walk together towards the future and see how things
have installed for YOU and ME.

regards,
aaronK wanna stop thinking of anything. :|

felt like a man.

Finally i did the right thing. That is why i am feeling like a man now. Hopefully things would turn out right. :)

thoughts-race.

it's like a race now.
a race with varying path and two goals up ahead.

but as for now, one of the goals is closed.
and at the same time, i don't feel like running anymore
just because it's tiring.

then now my path changed, another goal appeared.

as much as i want a goal to appear; i'm giving up.

running without goals might sound like a bad thing,
actually it's not.

so keep calm and keep on running.
peace out.


aaronK is confused.

what's in my mind now.

whatever you do

i'll be two steps behind you

wherever you go

and i'll be there to remind you


that it only takes a minute of your precious time

to turn around

 

 

i'll be two steps behind

:)

feeling out of the picture.

Felt this for almost 2 years now.
It's getting strong now.
Maybe I'm too sensitive.
But that might not be the case.
My senses are working. My logic's valid.
My thoughts are sane.
Now, only one way to flee from this;
escape.
And go for the better.
To a place where they'll appreciate more.
Instead of hanging out with the popular ones,
or the overrated ones.
Now you may not see.
But someday, I'll be successful and step on the people
below me.
As pledged.

aaronK is not feeling good about what happened.